girl decides to write: December 2004

jenny

happy bithday jenny! dito ka pa talaga sa bahay bag celebrate ng birthday...
so we can eat chocolate cake and popcorn and snob our weights
and watch a bunch of movies. well, kami pala ni richell. jenny, dear, you were on your cellphone
for hours...

jim

happy 11th birthday jim! i remember when i turned eleven... okay i don't remember.

happy birthday anyway. kahit super tipid dahil sa lecheng ekonomiya naten. hay...

am going to utilize our adobe photoshop 7.0 and make a bunch of web arts. yipee.

Taft

i was f-ing late. i got back at 11:30pm. my feet hurt a lot.
on the way there, i was sooo stupid. i didn't know about the taft station so i was waiting for the MRT to move on then this janitress came and swept the floor. dun ko lang na gets! am soo stupid. kasi naman, there was this gay who shouted all of a sudden when we were arriving at the stop: "Taft! Taft!" And he and his officemates (they got in at Ayala) laughed. I thought it was a joke. Yun pala, he wanted to sit na because many passengers went off at taft. shit. i will hunt him down and aaaiiieeeyaaahh! karatechop! hahahaha! bayolente na 'ko.

mrt doors

in the immortal words of the doors, the time to hesitate is through.
- lucas, empire records

my mother enrolled me in a flight attendant course. hmmm. what have i ever done to be stuck in a suck-fest? we went to padre faura to check out where the school is. on the way back, we used the mrt. i got sandwiched by the MRT doors... it was so funny and embarrassing at the same time. i was laughing maniacally from taft to ortigas. well no one laughed. it was funny. sayang naman kung walang tumawa, so there. i guess i just shocked a few old ladies. i don't mind them. i think they're nice without biyahilo. i bought shoes, hairspray and pantyhose and hair ribbons. is this an omen of things to come? also snagged a refill for my g-tec 0.3. hay nako talaga si nanay oh.. torture starts tomorrow. shit.

letters to nanay

am officially obsessed with haikus. i made a haiku about a floppy disk and my nail at 4:00am. had an lss of the "feed the world" part of don't they know it's christmas by band aid 20. i heard the charlatans try again today. i slept at 5:30am and woke up at 9:30am. i heard yellowcard's acoustic version of ocean avenue. i like that song. i have the lyrics.this afternoon, i think at about 1:00pm, i found letters that i wrote to my mom when i was in the first and second grade, while listening to maria mena's i'm sorry. they were hilarious!!! i can't help laughing. lmao! oooh. now it's 2:27pm FASTBALL-OUT OF MY HEAD jam... i can't live without music. uy seven syllables! cherish the thought of always having you here by my side!!!(2:31pm) 2:47pm Baby goodbye doesn't mean forever slow rock version!

fuck. i have become a pathetic low-life.